by compound complex 1320 Replies latest jw friends
My daughter came home yesterday at about 1pm. So, my life was saved, but my day was wrecked. I wore myself out here on JWD. I went to bed at 8pm, and didn't wake up until 7am. I guess I needed the sleep, but I'm wondering if I'll ever wake up, feel like I got hit by a bus.
Momz, glad you liked your therapist!!! I'm off to see mine now.
Good day to all!
wings
It's payday...
BB, I am so sorry.
(((((BB)))))
Momz, I luvs your therapist !
BFD
Well, my cat has accute pneumonia. Hit suddenly, so I am letting him stay for a day to see how he responds.
(((((((BB))))))) I'm sorry about your doggie.
I love my therapist too, Will. She does dream therapy too-that will be interesting.
momz
(((BB))) and (((momz))) our pets are so special - sometimes they're the only ones who preserve our sanity. BB I hope you will cherish and enjoy the remaining time with your dog and momz, I hope your kitty gets back to 'normal'.
My nieces' kitten which they got to replace the one they lost in January has been very ill, his kidneys may be packing up too, they're still trying to work out what's wrong with him. He does seem to have rallied a bit over the weekend but he's going to take a long time to recover if they can treat him - he hasn't grown and his back legs are all but wasted - he walks knock-kneed like an elderly cat would - but he's only 4 months old
I've done a lot of studying today - its hard work as for Greek exegesis, I have no notes to mark and scribble on - I have to do it myself! Typing into Word and having to find the Greek lettering on the symbol tables really slows me down. I'd use the special codes but I'd have to learn a whole nuther alphabet for that lol!
my paycheck arrived today for the 5 days I spent last month braving the elements and being abused by irate motorists woohoomustn't spend it all at once though!
I'm needing a lot less sleep for now - didn't go to bed till 3am this morning (no, I finished my Pogo challenge at around 1.30am! I went surfing for seasonal work opportunities) and I was still wide awake at 8.30am!!
Dear Diary,
I still can't believe my parents ratted me out. I'm have anxiety attacks over the idea of meeting with the elders... I'm not to happy about this...
The dr. upped my meds because of the insane stress my family has put on me. Once this is over, I'm going to personally d'f the ones that ratted me out... I just want to cry and sleep until this whole thing is over...
Love,
Cognac
(((cognac))) keeping you in my thoughts.
Well it's 10.30am and I've seen excitement already today! There was lots of shouting then a loud bang. We have some new noisy neighbours so I thought it was just them again. Pulled back my curtains to see two police cars parked at the end of my driveway!! I think one of said neighbours has been arrested, the loud bang probably the door being broken down by the police, I haven't been out for a look yet though!!!
I'm going to do some voluntary work in a charity cafe over lunch time, don't know whether I'm looking forward to it or not but it will be a change. Then I'm going to do some seed planting - cabbage, brussels sprouts etc, hopefully all the frost and snow will be gone by the time they're big enough to plant out!
Better get ready to go now, have a good day all.
Dear journal
Wednesday's voluntary work was fun so I've signed up for every week until I'm working again. And it was the new neighbours who got their door broken down.
I found a mink running around my garden this evening - Yorkie had decided he was gonna try and attack it - but couldn't get near the vicious little critter, neither of them was backing down though so much to his annoyance, I hauled him indoors, he would have gotten seriously injured if he had got into paw-to-paw combat. One of my neighbours has working terriers so I might ask him to bring them across if I see it again - I'm more concerned about it attacking my toothless kitty as she can't fully defend herself and the stress could kill her too.
I've been doing lots of studying interspersed with job hunting and breaks on pogo games the last few days - I've been doing a very time consuming pogo challenge since Tuesday but finally completed it half an hour ago - I will go to sleep happy now lol!
Have a good weekend all
Sad news, my kitty died yesterday. He had tremendous brain damage and the fluid was growing too fast. Don't really know what caused it all, and I cried throwing out the kitty equipment.
Today I planted all my potted flowers on my back patio. Looks and smells pretty.
momz
These past 12 months have been, probably, the most trying of my life. However, I have learned so much about myself and what I hope to receive from others.
Bad things - My sister had disowned me; I lost my best friend in an argument regarding repayment of a loan I had made to him; I had a tenant back out of his lease on my condo and lost 2 months in rental income; My current tenant bounced 2 checks, which threw my bank account into a huge mess; I was in a car accident that resulted in whiplash and I am still battling w/ GEICO to get my medical bills (in excess of $4500) paid; I suffered a miscarriage; I was informed by my company that they are merging and I will be losing my job; I got an IRS audit and discovered that I owed more than $2500 in back taxes and penalties; I got my heart broken and severely isolated myself from friends to try and deal w/ the emotional pain.
Good things I took away from the bad - My feelings are my feelings and they need to be respected. If they aren't, then here is your pink slip, cause you and I are through! Money is the root of all evil, and if Uncle Sam doesn't financially rape you, then other people will, intentional or not.
Year 31 is going to be so much better for me, I just KNOW it! I turn 31 in 8 days, start a new job in 16, and have so much hope for my future. I am going to go back to school and work on my Accounting degree. I am going to get back to the gym and train to complete a century mile bike ride. I am going to forgive people who have hurt me in the past so that I can prevent it from happening in the future.
