If people saying that they observe beauty in or are moved by nature is "patting their own imagination on the back for hallucinating a pattern for them " then I'm guilty as charged.You fascinate me. I really don't get why you're so hostile towards warmth and feeling. But, I'm sure you have your reasons.
A silly summary of my position!
When your 1st grade teacher corrects your spelling is she a cold bitch intent on stifling your beatifully innocent creativity? Only if you are a sociopathic child!
I'm not anybody's guru or teacher. But, really now....
Beauty is a subjective reaction to stimulus which isn't fully comprehensible. There is no NEED to comprehend what makes an orgasm feel wonderful---but, if we wallow in it we all turn into drooling wankers!
Spiritual people slip into wanking a bit too often for my tastes. I find it in rather poor taste and have said so.