Why is it that you feel you need religion?
When I escaped from the grasp of the cult, I ran - I ran as fast as I could from any thing remotely religous. It felt to me that the folks used it as a crutch to get by in their sad life, that they NEED the hope of something bigger than what we have right here and now on this amazing earth.
I didn't chose Him because I needed a hope. I belive that God chose me. God put a VERY strong love for HIM inside of me. I desire to be with him and with His people.
It is like asking me why I a husband. I don't know -- I just love him and I can't imagine being without him.
So, what is the truth?
The truth is that Jesus died to pay the penalty for my sin. The works I do in His name are merely a thank you in advance.