Havent read all the post. I guess you went back by now.
But that would be my advice Go back!!!! There are differant kinds of folks in the world. Some Pay to be beaten by lovely women, some women love men to bash em!!!!
If you want to go back a be treated as a 2nd day citizen....Then go on back. As for me I will follow the LORD NOT An Organization
But go back knowing your welcome HERE abnytime we all love YA!!!!! I am sure