hi crusoe
Renniaa,
As far as religion goes I have to conced you and I are on different wavelengths!
I'm struggling with this thread because I'm getting christian, atheist, anti-witness viewpoints all coming at me at once /Ducks , I'mma run back to the atheist forums they are simpler just "All religion is insanity and delusion" but I won't, it's proving enjoyable to talk to people that do accept we can believe in God without becoming insane :)
Maybe I am an apostate to your subconscious?
Good luck on your journey!
If you ever desire a chat feel free - I sense something about you genuinely searching but I half sense the stacks of WT circles and spirals of reasoning/emotions/guilt/judgement I finally unwound and got back to zero from!
Lots of love to your family and I wish you a fun time ahead compared to the one many religions offer! Just chilling and maybe finding regular people with an interest in Biblical/religious introspection isn't easy but its what I think you feel is missing from life and why sites like this are unique - unless you live near some of us it hard to have it in reality!
Best
wisheserm, of health (not sure if you're over that bit yet)
Hehe your right in many ways but the occasional Good luck pops out occasionally, on a side point it's easier to go back to swearing/bad language than saying 'Good luck' etc
I am genuinely searching though! but I'm not ready to give up on the bible yet, I just find the confounding christian religions coming from it pains in the asses for not actually practising what it says and thats inc the witnesses :) lol