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I served at Bethel, and I now know that I was not serving God, but the interests of a publishing corporation masquerading as a Christian congregation. You don’t have to be sad. People like us are now in a unique position to help others gain their freedom .Well said, Jeremy... as a former bethelite and missionary I saw the HQ up close... and I began to see the charade...
Helping people is now one of the main reason I am on these sites...
though I did not have the missionary experiences of Bonafide or Awakened or the FT Bethel experience of Jeremy.... I am (sadly) a graduate of MTS (Ministerial Training School)... a part of Gilead... and I served 7 weeks total as a temp at Bethel... Brooklyn and Walkill. I served 5 years as an elder. And a few more as a pioneer. I am not proud of the resume, trust me. My "theocraptic" CV does give me some standing to comment on this cult. I have seen behind the curtain of the Wizard of Oz Watchtower Society and it is ugly. The petty jealousies I observed during my 8 weeks of MTS.... the foul-mouthed language of both temp workers (one who often dropped the F-bomb), and regular Bethelites (some of who took every opportunity to dump extra work on us temps.... thus the phrase "save a bethelite, kill a temp".....)...... the assembly overseers that were self-righteous blowhards behind closed doors and spoke so unkindly about average R&F people behind their backs......the foul-mouthed elders I served with in a couple of congregations.... the racists attitudes of white elders toward black elders in one congo and the decades long effort to keep one particular one on the BOE..... even my own difficulty keeping my temper in elder's meetings toward one particular jackass elder in the last congo I served as an elder.... ....all of this shows me that The Watchtower Bible and Tract Society and its elitist 9 member Governing Body (some of whom I met personally and know to be idiots) are no more special...and certainly NOT inspired by God/Holy Spirit/FSM or anything else....no more special..... than the rest of the world at large. One other thing I have observed is that there is a higher concentration of depressed, mentally ill, socially retarded, marginalized human beings in the congregations than other (non religious) groups I have associated with since leaving...and a higher concentration than many religions.... bad enough if you were raised in it as I was...truly sad if you came into it as an adult on your own. I hope the original poster somehow either gets clear of the JW religion (preferable) or goes back whole heartedly.....right now... you are in no-man's land... you wont be supported in either group if you keep posting here the way you do....no support here because this is not a site you will win pro-JW arguments...and if you are caught by the elders in JWland being on a primary "apostate" site....... you will be DF'd....... make up your mind...... hang around here if you like...this can be a place of healing as you are leaving the JWs.......but JW apologists such as yourself dont tend to last long here.....and I mean that with all sincerity... not as an attack on you as a person. Snakes ()