Letting go, does it really ever happen as an X- JW?

by restrangled 41 Replies latest jw friends

  • undercover
    undercover

    Letting go...

    Depends on what "letting go" means. Being a JW at one time has shaped us to some degree to who and what we are now. There's no changing that. We can continue to grow but those experiences will always be there.

    At the same time though, we can "let go" the influence the religion still has on us. If we don't allow it to control our thinking, our beliefs, etc. then yes we can let go and move on.

    I've seen some people that walked away from the experience without so much as looking back. It's like they walked out on a bad movie. They bitched about it, lost some time and moved on to something else.

    Others of us may have "let go" personally yet still have family that are involved with it which impacts us whether we like it or not. That's the case I'm in.

    I have all kinds of family actively involved. I'm lucky that I haven't been too ostracized by them, but their JWism does affect me to some degree. I like to stay on top of what's happening with the bOrg and the doctrines and practices. It's like the old adage, "keep your friends close, your enemies closer". If I stay on top of what's going on and know it before they do, I can use it to defend myself or drop hints or raise doubts.

  • restrangled
    restrangled

    There have been so many great replies.....some easier to understand than others.

    I just want to make it clear to new readers, that those raised in this so called religion....were actually in a cult, seperated from the puplic in general unless they had to work with them or go to school. It was made very clear, association out side of these hours with outsiders was strictly forbidden.

    It was called "worldy association" a very dirty term ....any contact other than giving a "witness" was basically a "NO NO"

    So if you have ever watched "Big Love" on cable...it's not different at all...Just the beliefs change with another cult from about the same time period.

    But what you do see is those unable to let go because of what was Beat into children's head's...No different from the JW's practices in my mind.

    Thanks all for responding!

    Take care!

    r.

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