People have taken on board what you have said. But while seeing faith as a threat to rationality are not yet certain that it amounts to suicide. Suicide is the total and deliberate obliteration of self. A desperate act of people who have lost the will to live. Faith while dubious is, me thinks, a lesser evil? Perhaps we have some way to travel down the road to catch up with you.
A crowd is not a person.
A group is not a person.
An organization in not a person.
Yet, they contain many people.
The collective absorbs the units.
What makes a person different from the crowd?
Think of Where's Waldo? Thousands of characters spread out over a page and your eye is scanning for the tall dude in that red and white striped shirt and cap wearing horn-rimmed glasses.
When you become a teenager you MUST differentiate from your family in order to become an individual. These are the years of so-called "rebellion". You become different while retaining the best (or worst) traits of your family and peer group.
The disambiguation process can be superficial (tatoos, wild hair, crazy music tastes, etc) or profound--but, unless and until the process takes place you are just "the kid" or "my son" or one of the "Anderson family", "a student", etc.
I'm trying to focus on the mental identity of a thinking person regarding his own original world view which is HIS/HERS alone!
Important question: WHAT MAKES YOU.....YOU?
If you think like the group you are in and are not allowed (and do not attempt) to think your OWN thoughts...what are you?
If you are absorbed into a belief system how do you remain a unique individual without loss of self?
This is what I'm trying to discuss here.
CHRISTIANITY and becoming CHRISTIAN is often stated backwards. As though the individual absorbs the beliefs rather than the beliefs absorbing the person.
Yet, clearly, one must DIE in order to be BORN AGAIN. What is this death but the death of the SELF?
It is not merely a convenient metaphor.
Once you....the "real" you dies to your "old life" and becomes born again into CHRISTIANITY the unique thinking mind which distinguishes YOU from all those other Christians flickers like a candle in a drafty room.
What does a JW pride himself on if not being like every other JW everywhere else in the world? They all agree...on EVERYTHING!
This is the ultimate DEATH OF SELF!
I've seen no serious discussion of this actual process.
Gladiator came closest.