Thanks for all the advice (from everyone).
I totally understand where Stephen is coming from. And I see where a lot of others are coming from as well. I could never go in field service again and preach the lies that I have been told.
I have made it clear to my family that I do not believe in the organization anymore. I have confessed Jesus. However, I could watch the sinking ship go down while I'm free and safe on my life raft, or I could try to help my family get off the ship, even if that meant getting back on the sinking ship to show them the way out. It would be easy for me to stand up and say to my family "This is wrong and I reject it all. And you can come with me or leave. It's your choice!" Or I could try to be a little more loving and understand that sometimes it takes time to free yourself from the clutches of this cult.
So would God punish me for trying to help my family out? Would he punish me for reading the Bible, accepting Jesus in my heart, praying for the Holy Spirit, but still going to meetings so as to be there for my wife when/if she sees the truth about this organization?
Stephen, I would love nothing more than to associate with like minded Christians. Believe me. It hurts to be alone in this. There is a church by my home that posts their sermons online, and they are amazing. I would love to go and be around them. Instead I am going to meetings and being judged by people (including my wife, mother, father, etc...) because of seeing the faults of this organization. Why would I ever choose that? I do not go in service and I will never try to preach the JW gospel again. It IS a different gospel. But it's a gospel that I DO NOT believe.
I TOTALLY agree with Mad Sweeny on this issue. There is a tendency for Christians to sometimes become exclusive as to what must be believed for salvation. Jesus did not say that going to a church or not going to a church would lead to salvation. Mad Sweeny brought out Romans 10:9-13. It's our belief in Jesus that is required for salvation. 1John 5:1 shows it's our belief in Jesus that makes us sons of God.
That being said, wannabefree brought up a good point about hypocrisy. I'm not pretending to go along with anything. I do not comment at the meetings. I am not in the school. I do not go in service. All of my coworkers know that I do not believe in this anymore. I have kept this hidden from the elders so as to protect my family life for now. And that's my struggle I guess. Where do you balance love and a desire to help your family with your love of Jesus?