Terry,
It's ok if you don't agree with me, you don't have too, LOL !
I stated my humble opinion on the matter and you disagreed and yet, we are both still here and the world hasn't ended :)
You voice your opinion and I disagree and what happens? the same thing we are both still here and the world hasn't ended :)
I must say this though, for someone that doesn't believe in God, you seem to be very angry at God.
Of course if I am seeing something that is not there I apologise and you are free to disagree with me and I bet that we will both stil be here and the world will not have ended.
To base one's life, belief, world view and destiny upon something so admittedly steeped in nothing more or less than OPINION should shake the very foundations of one's intellect. But, I guess we are built differently, that's all. You see, when I was a good little JW--I actually absorbed my belief into an internal GPS for navigating through life. My life constantly consisted of shit choices and consequences which I took to mean I was---gulp!--on the right track! Ha ha ha. Grace is a skewed compass. That's my point. Your mileage may vary.
As you mention I "seem to be very angry with God." But, that is impossible. I bristle at the dime-a-dozen representation of "God" peddled by every Tom-Dick-and-Harry from the world's beginning. Humanity treats these opinions like a buffet luncheon and ends up with a tasteful array of insipid and non-nutritive delicacies as a steady diet.
We end up starving for a worthwhile thought knee-deep in our own offal.