However the final blow, and what has prompted me into action, was the Annual Meeting this year. I was invited to attend, as I frequently have had the privledge to do so. In one of the talks it was put forth, those who have grown old in this system and begun to question the wisdom of Kingdom sService and forgoing secular jobs and opportunties were compared to the Isrealites who murmured in the wilderness.. Tears of bitterness welled up in my eyes at that! A life spent in whole souled service compared to those who were punished by Jehovah God for unfaithfulness! How dare they devalue the sacrifice of so many, including my parents, and so many dear friends who sacrificed the chance to have children or as in my case to even marry, all for the Kingdom..... Even now I struggle to maintain my composure. A life of sacrifice and denial reduced to regret and bitterness...
I think it was ATJ that said..
The Israelites were only in the wilderness for 40 years..And..God provided food and clothing for everyone..
Jehovah`s Witness have been in the wilderness for 130 years..The WBT$ has provided nothing ..
Jehovah`s Witness`s have had to find their own food and Clothing..
And..
The WBT$ has given them nothing but trouble for doing it..
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Bethelites we now know,you read this Board..
Your jobs aren`t safe and you know it..
When the WBT$ is done with you..Your going to get the Boot from Bethel..
Just like all the other Bethelites that have gotten the Boot..
Now get back to work!..The WBT$ needs you to do More!..
....................... ...OUTLAW