I yelled loud within my mind "I just wish I knew for sure whether or not there is intelligence out there doing anything besides humanity! I mean
common! I would just like to know."
I remember really meaning it. I wasn't officially asking for anything... I was just genuinely frustrated and I might have spoken it aloud I don't really remember.
When you are given your answer in a manner that is meant just for you personally, you KNOW it with absolute certainty. No matter how others try to take it away from you, it was written in your heart and you will never forget it. You just KNOW and you can't really explain it to doubters. You received a blessing.