The physical abuse is not often....Im a be honest I really do provoke him and start the physical assualt sometimes which I shouldnt knowing that he suffers from PTSD. When angry sometimes I would know how to push his buttons....
@BTS thanks for your advice....complete 360 but anywhoo...yes I understand that PTSD just doesnt stem from the military. Any traumatic event in a person's life(natural disasters,car accidents,etc) can leave one suffering w/ PTSD. U know when u said that 'I have great talents and powers and that I can use them to heal his heart if he choose' that really touched my heart and was somewhat of a life affirmation for me. I am studying to become an herbalist and is learning that herbs from the earth can help with so many conditions ranging from physical illness to mentall illness. I am trying to come up with this herbal blend that will help with depression. But the thing is he is not really interested in trying it out... Personally it has helped me....But im still very much a work in progress.....
@snoozy thanks for the welcome and your advice....I really dont want to just throw my marriage away and really want to make it stronger. For some reason though I have my qualms about going to a professional for help about it.....