Dan
You sound like you are going through Jail house religion or repentance.
Your wife had a seizure, OK. Stress can aggravate a lot of things, but it won't give her epilepsy unless she already had it. She may have a tumor, and stress did not create that either. Or she may be having pseudo seizures.
if you were preaching to your wife to leave the jws, then stop. That is just as bad as them trying to convert us. Just be a good husband and walk the walk and your wife will see you can be happy without jws.
I would not go to a JC without an attorney, one skilled in child custody cases. You are throwing yourself under a bus, but I did this once so I know how you might be feeling-they are wrong. The kids need a father too.
For your own mental heath you need to remove yourself from the house and get a lawyer and a therapist. Your children are going to need you for help at some point. Don't wimp out on them now.
Yes this is bad, but divorce and child custody are nasty business even among the "world" ( aka Charlie sheen)
This is a mean sounding chick who would tell you to commit adultery to free her , but she may not be thinking straight. Or she already has a jws guy picked out.( been done before) If she wants a divorce, let her get it. You don't want one, she does. Let her do the leg work and don't give her an easy out, you know so she can replace you with a nice jws father.
Stop beating and pummeling your body and mind with whips/chains and get your head back on straight. They are just playing some powerful mind games and sounds like they are wining right now. Find some folks who don't think like them and get some help.l