Hi Standfirm! Welcome!
I find it interesting that you don't mind coming to this forum because my jw brother cut off contact with me because I come to this forum!
I have been away from meetings for almost 6 years and completly inactive for 4. No one from the cong. ever contacts me.
My beliefs are in a state of flux. I hope you will continue to post here. There is a lot of negativity and I have found some who post here are just as self-righteous and judgemental as they accuse the witnesses of being. But there are also many sincere ones. There is a wealth of information presented.
I look forward to your future posts.