I said I often receive understanding when I ask for and/or seek it. Sometimes when I don't ask for and/or seek it. Understanding as in I might now know the answer and the reasons for something that I previously did not understand.
@ Tammy
So you attribute this understanding to Christ?
Have you considered that you might be experiencing a very common phenomenon known as the unconscious mind?
The unconscious mind can be seen as the source of night dreams and automatic thoughts (those that appear without apparent cause); the repository of memories that have been forgotten but that may nevertheless be accessible to consciousness at some later time; and the locus of implicit knowledge, i.e. all the things that we have learned so well that we do them without thinking. One familiar example of the operation of the unconscious is the phenomenon where one fails to immediately solve a given problem and then suddenly has a flash of insight that provides a solution maybe days later at some odd moment during the day.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unconscious_mind#Unconsciousness_versus_nonconsciousness
This does seem a plausible explanation except that you believe it to be something outside of your own mind.
Is it not outside the realm of possibilities that you could be mistaken? I offer as proof that you as well as most every member of this forum (myself included) thought that the Governing Body represented God and Christ and were to be followed though they offered no proof other than their own words.