logical i owe you a big apology for some of the things i have said here. i realize now that they are probably right saying that i just dont know you like they do. so i should have kept my mouth shut. i'm sorry for posting a private im on the board..that was wrong. i know you wont believe it but i'd never divulge anything that anyone asked me not to or that i had the impression they wanted me not to. but i know that doing what i did puts me out of the realm of trust and thats ok. i hope you know that i didnt say anything to be hurtful but only because i was hurting and thats not any excuse i know. i also wanted to thank you for exposing the schizo lie publically. i was hurt by that one and have about lost what little trust i had left in people. i know you are or will feel the heat of those people who you exposed but you did the right thing so i hope you feel good about that and tell them to go to hell. i still dont understand you but i dont have the right to judge what i dont understand. i do hope you will think about a couple of the things that were said though because they are true.
sorry and i hope you get your hearts greatest desire someday,
flower