The borg's tactics on most JW work. They put fear into their mind, they guilt trip them and basically make them scared to do anything when they are away from the Kingdom Hall. It allows them to control every aspect of their life. Through guilt and fear they are able to control what they do, what they watch, who they talk to and a majority of their life affairs.
I'm the type of JW, the one they probably actually fear more than apostates. I'm the type that can site through their talks, read their magazines and not feel one ounce of guilt or fear. It could be a whole Watchtower study on entertainment, what we should and shouldn't watch. I could comment on that Watchtower, give a talk on it and even talk to the "friends" after the meeting about it. Then, I could go home and watch anything I wanted without an ounce of guilt. It's a cool feeling of freedom.
Even in the congregation this allows me to discreetly put bits of information into publishers ears that can help them "awake".
I know I'm not the only type like this. We can act like we're all on board and yet live the life that we want to. They refer to us as the "double life". Again that saying puts fear and guilt on those that may be doing it. For those like me though, it doesn't do a thing.
It puts us in a better position then those of being an "apostate" as we can still plant seeds of doubt in peoples mind.
I'm not sure why but for some reason it makes me feel better than if I just straight up left. There is something about the feeling of hearing their crap and rules beyond the bible and then being able to go home and do as I please.
Maybe I'm crazy but it honestly makes me feel good "living a double life". I also think it may be my brains way of wanting to be free.