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I was convinced because of the 'ring of truth,' that is, the explanations made sense. I don't need to have a person perform miracles in order to be convinced that he has been sent by Jehovah. This was not what convinced Peter, James, John, etc. It was Jesus' explanations of the scriptures. These men recognized that they were hearing things that the Pharisees had no idea about. I had known for some time, before I left the organization, that the WTS could not give satisfactory explanation to so much in the prophetic books. I thought that since we were close to the end, by their calculations, that Jehovah would soon give them the correct understanding.
Well, when I learned that the 607-1914 teaching was incorrect and I spoke to the elders about it, they were not willing to see that I had some valid concerns. I stated to them that I could not teach a lie, they tried to show me that there should be not division among God's people. Nothing was said to prove their case but if I didn't fall in line they were going to disfellowship me because I disagreed with them. I suppose that was when I realized that something more serious was wrong and maybe Jehovah was not using them.
Several others in other congregations were having the same problem as I and we decided to get together and see what we could learn about the bible on our own and this individual was among this group. We got down to some serious study, purchasing all kinds of bible study aids that we could afford. As the study progressed, it became apparent that Jehovah was not giving all of us understanding, just one of us. So as this individual begin explaining the prophetic books to us and none could refute what he said and, believe you me, we tried. Our little group continued with intense studying and it just became apparent that this individual was clearly heads and shoulders above us all in unravelling 'sacred secrets.' So we began paying attention to what he was saying. All of his explanations were not perfect in the beginning but we continued searching and finding things in the bible which we would present to him and challenge him to explain. Which he did and a picture begin to form.
The one thing that so impressed me was learning the Jehovah was not going to destroy billions of people on the basis of what Jehovah's Witness did or were unable to do because of governmental objections. The reason being was that they, the Witnesses, were not righteous in Jehovah's eyes themselves. They were, in actuality, in idolatry; they were worshipping the GB. That was a hard realization but I was finally able to understand how it was possible. If you know a teaching is a lie and you go along with it just because they tell you to do so then they have become your master, the one you obey, nevermind how Jehovah feels about lies.
Well, anyway, when we got to the book of Revelation and learned that it cannot be explained in a linear manner, that it is written in a circular manner, this individual then begin helping us to understand how everything in this book applies to Jehovah's Witnesses. That was it for me. I was 100% convinced that he was getting his information from Jehovah. No one has ever been able to satisfactorily explain this bible book and everybody has tried. You know how unsatisfactory the WTS' explanation is.
It's been ten years since we started, and we are continuing to learn. Sure we were most interested in time, when would all these things to happen. But this was never stressed as being important. But you have to get some idea of time as you go through the bible because Jehovah is the great timekeeper.
We always have known how important Jehovah's Name is to him and so we concluded that the time when JWs took that name must have some significance. So, since this occurred in 1931 under JF Rutherford, who everyone agrees was not a very spiritual person, and since we know that seventy years seems to be a time period that Jehovah refers to often, and seventy years from 1931 is 2001, we concluded that something important would occur especially since these same people are committing idolatry while carrying the Name. Would Jehovah react to this bringing of reproach on His name by His own people after seventy years? Well....
I am simply relating to you the basic reasons to explain why I am convinced that Jehovah has sent someone to 'become my servant to raise up the tribes of Jacob and to bring back even the safeguarded ones of Israel...and to be a light to the Gentiles that my salvation may come to be to the extremity of the earth" (Isaiah 49:6)
I firmly believe that Jehovah is now acting to accomplish this and if I have to stand alone in this belief, it won't bother me. I am 100% convinced that this is truth. I have read information of this board and any other board that I found and I remain solid that I have truth, finally!
I know that this is not enough to convince everybody, but this is my position and I intend to defend it. There is so much to learn and I cannot possible tell you everything. You have to be willing to read the Bible and ask questions. Obviously you don't believe that the WTS has the answers.
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