I believe he has a severe case of cognitive dissonance but is afraid to recognise it because he might end up feeling like I did after I read Ray Franz's books (see my username).
So he wants to find out exactly what's in those books and is asking us because he's too afraid to read them for himself. He knows once he's read them Pandora's box will be opened and he'll never see things in quite the same way again.
Truthfully search inside yourself Recovery, you don't need to tell us anything. There is nothing you can say that will ever convince us of anything anymore. Many of us have heard it all over many decades as JWs. Many have been (or in some cases still are) MSs. elders, elder's wives, pioneers, bethel workers, missionaries etc. The thing is, we've all been where you are now.... your toes are dipping into the 'apostate' waters.
Your mind is not wanting to accept the things you've read so to try and make yourself feel better, you are challenging everyone. Do you have some emotional turmoil going on inside you? Listen to it.....