I would recommend you read a basic book on the gospels and Paul's letters. One that is in the mainstream. It need not be the work of any one demonination. In fact, it might be better if it were nondemoninational. For me, as for the vast majority of Christians, Christ is God. Christ is not the image of God. Jesus Christ is not a photocopy of God nor a photographic (not even a fine art painting). The faction of Christians that endured teach that Christ is God. god is Christ.
I know the theology. I did read Mere Christianity. But there are many things that conflict with this as well. And I don't have any reason to believe it, other than what tradition or a vote or some scholars state. I think of this teaching as you described it earlier... as man's attempt to describe and understand something... that he does not understand ;)
Christ made a distinction between Himself and God. I know there is another layer to the tradition and doctrine, but I have no reason to believe it. I don't want to argue about it either, though. If we are looking at Christ to see God, and so listening to Christ... then 'he who is not against you is for you'
I would rather die than worship the God I was raised to believe existed. If YHWH is God, I don't want to worship God. My choice would be Satan. YHWH is loathsome.
I understand. But I would probably agree that the God you were raised to worship does not exist. That people misrepresented who God is... because they were looking at things other than Christ.
Frankly, I have no idea what you mean. I do in a mangled "feely" sense.
This, I understand. Sometimes, I 'feel' truth when I hear it. Like recognition. I would describe that as the spirit within you recognizing truth.
Sometimes we cannot trust just our feelings, and I understand this as well. So we also test.
Believe it or not, I feel Jesus' presence when I see certain works of art, music, or see nature (when it is nice).
I believe it. I also understand.
You are polite, though, so I do want to understand. Can't you explain in simple terms that I can grasp. If not exactly, can you describe what it is like to experience. Do you feel calm? Does this God speak to you in voices? If it is not too personally revealing, can't you share how you decided Christ was revealing himself to you. What actual tests did you use?
I will try.
I do feel calm. Calm and quiet within. Because Christ is quiet.
He speaks to me (to us) in different ways.
- Sometimes I hear Him in words... within me. Not an audible voice, but distinctive. (calm, quiet, sure, patient) Spiritual, and within. A couple of examples: "Send him to me"; "Leave them to themselves"; "Love Him". Simple things in response to questions I have asked, or guidance i have sought. (I'm sorry, but I do not wish to reveal the context)
When I do hear Him, I am calm within; perhaps because he is calm and sure. So I am calm and sure. I might allow doubts to creep in later (less and less as time goes on, and i trust and recognize Him more), but at the time I am absolutely no doubt sure.
- Sometimes the spirit teaches through the reminder of a scripture brought to mind; or an experience; or simply shows me the truth on something by granting me understanding (opening my eyes and allowing me to see). Such as some understanding I received regarding the Adam/Eve account in Genesis. I did not come to that on my own. The Spirit was teaching me, and I KNEW that it was true because the understanding i was being given showed a God of love. One who protects and finds a way for us to come back to Him (if we want to), even when we turn away. One that is reflected in Christ.
- Sometimes the Spirit teaches or speaks in a way that it is just a deep knowing... a truth that lives within you; like you are understanding and recognizing that truth deep to your very blood and bones. As if your blood and bones are 'singing out'
Love underlies all of the above. If something is not of love, if there is anger or hate or darkness within it, then it is not of God. Not of Christ. I have never received anything from the Spirit that was not of love.
I asked Christ. I asked God to send me His Son. I asked for ears to hear and eyes to see. (I did not care if I never heard or saw; I would continue to follow Christ because I love Him and I hear truth in Him and His teachings, and my faith is in Him.) I trusted God to answer, and Christ, because they promised that any who seek, will find. But it is not that Christ did not speak to me before... He speaks to us all, in and through the spirit within us... it is just that i did not recognize Him, nor put faith in anything i might be hearing from him.
I don't really test the Spirit of Christ, per say. (though certainly, I would test what someone else claimed that he said... against Christ, his teachings, love) I think I just learned to recognize him, by the truth and the love with which he 'speaks'.
I hope that helps a bit. Please ask for clarification on anything that seems unclear. I would not be offended.
I find your take a bit loony but I realize my take is just as loony.
:)
Why would Christ favor certain people, evidently not based on merit or even grace, and not reveal himself to others?
I think that it is us who do not recognize him, though he is here... 'standing at the door, knocking'. That kind of faith can be kind of frightening for some. As well, i think looking at other images can prevent us from recognizing him.
Also, what do you mean by "the image of God?" When I think of an image, I think of a pictorial depiction. Some visual item. Are you saying that Christ is less than God?
I'm not really thinking pictorial depiction/visual item. Although perhaps in a way, i guess I am. God is spirit... invisible. Christ is spirit as well, but He came as a living (he is alive) image (reflection/representation/truth) of God: who He is; what he wants; his attributes (love, mercy, justice, forgiveness, patience, etc)
Christ is a living image... as opposed to a dead image (such as an idol made of wood, or gold, or a statue, or some such thing)
The living God has a living image.
Christ is one with His Father (in spirit)... but even He said that His Father is greater. Christ is Holy. God is MOST Holy.
If I am not explaining what you believe, please help me understand. Perhaps it is my background. I am very detail oriented.
Thank you for asking. I hope I am obliging. Detail oriented works for me :)
You are nice but I also imagine that I am just as worthy before God- as all humans are worthy. The concept of the elect always bothered me.
I have no more worth than you, that is for certain. Perhaps the concept of the elect bothers you (and most of us) because man has used that at times (okay, often) to lord something over his fellow man. When in reality, those who belong to Christ, are to SERVE. Not BE served.
Do you believe in grace? I am trying very hard.
I do. I do not fully understand it (and I will admit to not really thinking much about it, other than that it is love, mercy, life... freely given to those who would take/accept it; and God may have mercy upon whomever He chooses), but I will learn as our Lord guides/teaches me.
Peace to you,
tammy