Perhaps that is some force or being in the cosmos that started everything, but I reject faith in the idea of some personal god who cares, and who has a plan for mankind. Firstly there is no evidence, and the evil that has been allowed is too much to dismiss. Additionaly, just looking at all of the conflicting ideas out there, about who god is, or what he wants, it shows that he is the most inept communicator or more likely that he doesn't exist. If you look at the randomness and cruelty that is built into nature, extinction of species etc. you start to see all of the religious fairy tales for what they really are.
This video below shows groups of chimpanzees hunting each other down for territory and food, no help from man here, just nature...watch this and then come and talk to me about a loving god who created everything and makes an exception to love our species alone. It doesn't make any sense.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7XuXi3mqYM
Some would argue if you just listen to Jesus he will guide you, how exactly does that work for the child above? If some all powerful all knowing , loving god did exist he would do better.