Hi everyone, I too have been lurking for a few weeks and thought it was time I made myself known. I am not a JW but I am married to a man who is from a multi-generational family of JW's (although he has not been to meetings since he was old enough to object). Although I have never had any direct involvement with the organisation itself, I find my life is constantly infulenced by these people who judge, shun and avoid my husband and I (I guess they don't want to mix with "worldy people" such as us). Unless, of course, they want something, or it suits their purposes to contact us. This is the kind of constant double standard that, franky, pisses me off about these people. My husband has 2 baptised sister (1 disfellowshiped and busting her arse to get back in) and 2 baptised brothers (1 not attending since he married a "worldly girl"). Three other brothers are in but not baptised. Still, his family would sooner believe bad of my husband than any of the other because he refused to be a hipocrite and go along with something he never believed in.
I was reading a thread before about gossip - well I could not agree more!!!! All the brothers, sisters, cousins, aunts and uncles are CONSTANTLY talking behind each others back and they seem to delight in each others misfortunes and failures. They are always trying to outdo each other! Although - I must point out here that not ALL of this family are like that, some of them are wonderful people who are very caring and respectful. To the rest it's just a game of seeing who is the favourite with the "heads" of the family. This family is large and includes elders, circut overseers, pioneers, DF's DA's - the whole spectrum!!!
There are so many stories here that I can relate to and have seen example of within my family group. I have had a hard time being accepted because I am a hard-core atheist and I have had to learn to bite my tounge sometimes. I used to try to reason and talk to some of these people but I was alarmed at just how blind and brainwashed they are! They can stare a fact in the face and REFUSE to admit it because it's outside of the teachings of the Org. I find this very difficult to tollerate so now I try to avoid the issues unless they witness to me directly - then I let 'em have it both barrels!!!
I read alot here about people who have turned to Christian beliefs after leaving - how many have questioned the every existance of God himself after leaving? There seems to be a spiritual "aftermath" once people leave.....
Thank you very much for allowing me to vent and I look forward to joining in with you discussions.