: I’m sorry, but I admit I have not responded to your posts. I will give you one example why.
: In your last post you said “I'm not trying to compare the WTS with Adolf Hitler point-by-point, but I am pointing out that some good deeds done by any organization must be weighed against the bad deeds also done.”
With all due respect, I find your response absolutely disingenous. I didn't bother to rebut all you said, because I don't want to embarrass you further. But I must point out that in the very SAME post where I asked you why IN THE PAST posts of mine you had not responded, you took the material out of that CURRENT post to give your reason. Let's assume I had never use any analogy of the WTS with Adolf Hitler and simply asked you the same question. Given that, what is your response now? What post BEFORE I mentioned Adolph Hitler can you point to that was so upsetting for you (and so untrue) that you felt you had a reason not to respond to my assertions and questions? Well?
Although I will vigorous defend my rebuttal that your defense of the WTS has a very real counterpart with the (qualified) defense of Adolph Hitler and the good that he also did, but I won't make that an issue now. You stated that the "Adolph Hitler" thing was only ONE of the reasons why you wouldn't bother to respond to me, so now I'm removing that issue from the equation. What say you now?
You remind me so much of me so many years ago, and I feel for you more than you can know. Your posts sound more like you are trying to convince YOURSELF that what you are clinging to is actually true more than you are trying to convince others of its veracity. All of your pleas on this board look to me more like inward cries for help to yourself than they look like cries for help from others.
It really is perfectly fine with me if you stay inside and try to fight the good fight that you are trying to do, and I wish you Godspeed and the best of success in doing so. I don't get any medals, toasters, blenders, coupons, awards or cash if you stay or leave. And I don't get eternal life if you stay or leave. My motives have no eternal reward as their end. In otherwords, I have nothing to lose or gain if you stay or leave. (Unless you believe those pesky deeemins are messin' with my head!) My only motive and my only reward is to tell people like you who are willing to listen what I know about the WTS and what I can prove about the WTS. After that, you can do whatever you want with that information.
In either case, you have my best wishes and whatever blessing as a mere human I can bestow upon you.
Finally, I just love your nick. That bespeaks more of what Christianity should be than all the words you or I could ever muster: love God and love your neighbor. Simple. Elegant. Perfect.
BTW, several weeks ago I spent a wonderful evening with an active JW elder who has spent many years in the WTS. He knows that I'm a notorious "demonized apostate from hell" and all of that. He hosted dinner and we talked for hours about a mutual issue he and I and several other JWs and former JWs are working on. Yet there was never any rancor. He never tried to get me to "go back to Jehovah" and I never tried to get him to "go to Satan" or any other such rubbish. We had a common goal and we had different positions in accomplishing that goal. We both are dealing with highly-placed WT people who are interested in the same goal. Does that surprise you? Does it surprise you that ex-JWs are almost never interested in "promoting sects" and that many of us are only interested in helping JWs get information that is not otherwise available to them?
We did discuss some JW issues and this loyal JW elder said to me as I left, "I think think that what God wants the most from us is to do our best to help our fellow man to the best of our abilities." Does that sound like something you read in the Watchtower magazine? NO! This man was talking like a Christian! He was using the same kinds of words that Jesus used and by doing so, he was committing JW heresey: he spent his evening with a demonized apostate working out ways to help the leaders who branded me that and would brand him as a heretic for trying to right their wrongs.
All in all, we had a great time. I'm certain we will remain friends for as long as we live.
I suggest that you don't just brush me off, but that you think long and hard about what I've written. If you don't like my style of presenting information, fine. Look at the substance of it then. And then we can diaglog. Or we can't. Remember, I don't get free toasters for "converts!" :)
Farkel