Dansk,
I get the impression that you are a Born Again Christian, but that your BA beliefs don't always fit with other BACs beliefs. Am I right?
Yes.
If so, what kind of a BA are you?
Don't try to box me into a "type of BA". It is not a title. It is an experience. I've experienced being Born Again because I have accepted God's give of salvation. It is truly MUCH MORE SIMPLE than most make it. I have accepted the gift that he offers to EVERYONE. No I didn't say the cheesy born again prayer that most churches require. LOL! But I did say it in my own words from my own heart. I didn't make a spectacle of my decision by walking down to the front of the church. Why? Because my acceptance of this gift was PERSONAL. My life will reflect that I've made the decision. I don't need to SHOW everyone by walking down to the pastor. Others feel the need to do that. It's OKAY. Their decision is NOT MINE.
I know you say you follow Christ, but how can a BA pick and choose what parts of Born Again Christianity they want?
Because I have experienced being born again does NOT mean I am obligated to accepting beliefs I cannot accept or do not understand. Says who? Says me. I have the freedom as a human to take this as slowly or as quickly as I want. I will not be forced to believe something I don't. I have faith that one day all of my questions will be answered. In the meantime I believe what I believe and God I have a great time!
Just a couple extra thoughts...
I am probably one of the few Born Again Christians that don't believe I have all the answers. LOL! I think religious doctrine has a tendency to "box" neat little answers for the masses. Why? IMO two reasons: One because religion leadership may be uncomfortable saying "I don't know". Two the masses rely TOO heavily on religious leadership to give them answers. They want a pat answer so they can move on with their pat lives. When they don't get pat answers (because they're too lazy to pray, research, read the bible on their own) they move to another church that gives pat answers. One of the reasons why I love my church so much is that several times when I've gottten into deep doctrinal conversations I've gotten the "I dont know" answer. He gave me his opinion, but with the comment of "some of these things aren't meant to be answered yet Andi. Some of these things we'll find out, but later in this life or later in another life. In the meantime I'm not going to put words into God's mouth." The humility my pastor showed was surprising and refreshing.
Many religions try to look at the Bible as a book of answers. I look at the Bible as a book of questions. God gives us discernment and the desire to SEARCH...a hunger if you will. He gives us a brain to think for ourselves. Might some of what we think be wrong? I'm sure it will be. One day I might be facing God and he'll be saying "Andi all these years you've had it wrong." But I also believe that he will see my heart and KNOW that I did everything I could to NOT be wrong. To live my life correctly and by His Word. Will he have mercy on me? I hope so. And actually think he will. As He will have mercy on all of those that have the right heart condition.
Many religions think that hunger should be filled with their doctrines. *shrug* Many religions try to "create" answers to questions that simply CANNOT be answered in this lifetime. I don't know if it's because we came from a background where EVERYTHING had an answer, but today...right now...I am totally okay answering a question with I DON'T KNOW. Who says I have to have all the answers now? Society? Religious leaders? *wave of dismissal* It's my life. It's my salvation. God and I are walking at our own pace.
Sorry if my points seemed scattered here. I'm at work and shouldn't be here right now. The phones are ringing off the hook and I'm getting distracted. Don't these people know I'm on the web???
Andi