I haven't had thoughts of suicide since I've been out. 8-) I still feel depressed off and on, but it's not as bleak or as intense as it used to be. I also noticed that I don't HATE certain people as much as I used to. (I used to harbor murderous thoughts about some people from my past, and I've noticed those feelings have seemed to evaporate.)
Have You Had Any "Blessings" Since You've Left The Truth?
by minimus 64 Replies latest jw friends
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gumby
Yeah, ......I don't have ta wear suits anymore
I can be a worldly, heathen bastard, gumby.......and be proud of myself, and not give a crap about guilt anymore. I can figure truth for myself, I can shoot heroin.........................................just kiddin, ...all I can't do is one damn thing about this religion in the way of stopping it from ruining my family....and that's a pisser!
Gumby
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minimus
I was raised with the thinking that if things weren't going well for you "it was a sign of no blessings". Anytime something bad might happen in my family, my mother, aunts, etc. would start to wonder whether they were doing something to upset Jehovah. Why weren't they getting blessings? If they were given a gift such as an automobile to pioneer, it was a sign that Jehovah was "blessing" them. Good things= God's blessings. Bad things= God's NOT blessing you.
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Outaservice
I've been blessed with extra sleep Saturday and Sunday mornings!
Outaservice (and still in bed)
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