I wouldn't be comfortable joining under false pretenses. First of all I am still a very honest person. So I couldn't fake who I was and be believeable. Second, it to me is like crashing a party you weren't invited to. I'd be uncomfortable with that too.
I've seen it on both sides and although I understand why some may want to infiltrate, I see no positive purpose in doing so. But that is just my opinion. Just as I didn't join here way back when to infiltrate and find out who was who and get in close to people. Yes I lurked, but I never joined until I had left the other boards as well as the religion.
To be an apostate one would have had to be one of Jehovah's Witnesses first.I never understood this one. Where does it say that in the bible?
I don't understand it either.. nor did I when I was an active JW. but my belief in the meaning of apostate has changed since no longer being one. I used to think it was a person who tries to sway/twist/pull/cause doubts for Jehovah's Witnesses only... but that isn't the term in the dictionary.. as other things they have their own rules on the meaning of words and it isn't necessarily what Websters has to say.