I can't take it any longer...........................goodbye (page 6)

cruzanheart

I left a message for his parents to call me. They're here in Texas. Between now and the time they call I've got to think of a REAL GOOD REASON why I'm calling them! Don't want to out the poor guy!

Nina

Scully

A suicide threat seems like a REALLY GOOD REASON to me.

well maybe it's good to remind you that most of us have think about it SERIOUSLY (even if I didn't I was just about without knowing it balancing myself on my belly on the balcony ramp on the 8th floor in knowing I'm afraid of height !!!) it's my 6 months baby cries that got me out of this state ... (scary actually if my balancing have been when I was on the wrond balancing side when he walk me up, well I might have fell in the air - NO RETURN and CONSCIOUS till the end) - and believe me all of the sudden I fell like I wanted to live more than ever !!! So to that not happen again ... anytime I was alone in the house all around the balcony door I've put lots of goods to make sure that even if not conscious walking on them to get to the balcony would walk me up !

You have to know something, as long as you thinking about suicide consciously in being sade you are not ready to kill yourself (suicide is a cold blooded act - your conscience have to be swiched on OFF - or you have to be very proud of what you are doing (kill yourself) for a reason or an other ... if you make a try consciensly (ready or not for a call or not) it also means that you will be conscious from A to Z, means you will know what's happening to you and what others are doing while you do it (and depending on your conscious choice of how you might not being able to step back) think about it !!! (with or without physical damages/injuries at the end if not death when what most suicidale people just ask for is help and support) ... So why not just be smart and pass this step in getting real quick professional help and friendly support

Ah also if you choose pills and that you end up at hospital ... well the treatment is REAL AND VERBAL SLAPS (I went there, they just didn't realised that I really took those pills to sleep damnit) NO cuddle but mean looks and they told me things like YOU BOTHER, we have to save people who are sick and have accidents and who wants to live and you are wasting the time that we should give to them, but we don't have the choice we have to save you or WE are in trouble ! ... Well as an experience I don't know if, if I was really suicidal what it would have done to me ... actually it got me but I guess they know what they are doing, if cudeling was there job they would have done it I think - as for the shrink later she wasn't nice either ... I still don't know what to think about that (did anyone get there ? did they acted the same way with you ?)

If you read us what can you feel ? ... We are happy to still be there ... tomorow is another day (from somedody who is used to be on a rollercoaster even by choice) / and some things takes time (it's not a secret) ... anyway you'd better be there ! Some dreams are just around the coner ... Open your eyes and your heart to life

avishai

I left a message for his parents to call me. They're here in Texas. Between now and the time they call I've got to think of a REAL GOOD REASON why I'm calling them! Don't want to out the poor guy!

If you know him or his parents the old " I have some pictures of him one he was little I want to give you him, etc." seem s to work surprisingly well..

it can't be that bad...

For gawds sake people IT CAN BE THAT BAD!

I've been there and occassionally re-visit that ugly place... This is what "they"(Dubs) do to some.

The best you/we can do is LISTEN- even if it's silence... and be there for when "it" passes.

DUDE/DUDETTE- hang in there... we're rootin for ya! NO MATTER WHAT!

u/d (of the everyone means well class)

SixofNine

We all do "selfish" things. Hell, most of everything we do in this life has a "selfish" component.

Selfishness is NOT the defining characteristic of suicide, imo. Not by a long shot.

Alone, you're not alone. Hang in there, the feelings can be fixed, the mind can work out of this.

FMZ

bttt

I can't take it any longer...........................goodbye

cruzanheart

Scully

frenchbabyface

avishai

heatherg

GetBusyLiving

LittleToe

upside/down

SixofNine

FMZ

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