def'd,
I can see that you are blinded by the society terribly, and until you can see the true light in Christ you will never have that understanding of real truth. It is sad but if you are so dead in the head then I personally think that you should run back to your kingdom hall so you can be safe since you obviously believe that that is where your security is. You put your faith in your organisation rather than in Christ. Until you relax your brainwashed mind you will never get it. I feel sorry for you and people like you because it shows that you and others like you are weak in the mind and do not put your faith in the one who deserves faith rather that you believe everything your society tells you to believe.
You have been plainly shown here and in many other post the difference in scripture and your bible which has been indeed changed to fit your doctrine, people here have been kind to you and faithful in teaching you where the societies errs are but yet you still argue. Is it that you are seeing the real truth but affraid to except because of what the society will do to you. Remember what scripture says about fear in man or God ? It says do not fear from what man can do to you, they may be able to kill the body but they cannot kill the spirit. Only God can do that, so the only piece of advice here is you need to stop being affraid of what the society can do toyou but fear the true God because he is the judge of life and death.