Posts by codeblue

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bad.bad.bad.

by mayflower in

anyone else feel down right bad and evil for leaving the org dispite what their heart and conscience and better judgement tells them?

i've been inactive for about....oh....since october anyway and have gradually been letting friends and family know about it.

after every conversation i feel really guilty and selfish and i have to sit down and reassure myself that i'm doing the best thing for me.

codeblue

Welcome to the board!!!

When I found out the truth about the "truth" I went thru betrayal and depression issues.

I hope you find some contentment and peace in your life. This board has been a great help for me.

Codeblue

21

nightmares

by in a new york bethel minute in

i grew up having nightmares about armageddon, satan and, most of all jehovah.

i am 25 now and i still get nightmares, and they're always about these same things.

i was wondering if my brain is overactive, or if other people on this site get nightmares about things they learned as a witness.

codeblue

Welcome!!!

No I never had any nightmares about Armageddon.

I have had recent nightmares about certain JW family members that were cruel to me during my divorce....

Codeblue

10

For a Quid, Will You Welcome Lyd?????????

by simplesally in

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friends

let me introduce myself : i am lydia 22 ..i am from holland... i am 2 years without the jw's now...been brought up in it but left because of my bisexual feelings...still having a hard time with the disfellowship-struggles....but getting better with everyday...i am a female taxidriver... .

just one thing... can i say the word ass on this site?

cause i can remember a time and a place and a site where i got banned because i used that word ..teeheeeeeeeeee .

codeblue

Welcome Lyd!!!

Hope you enjoy your stay here...lots of great people that really know what "unconditional love" is....

Codeblue

18

"Fluff can be a good thing"

by codeblue in

as i sit here reading new and old posts, catching up since my surgery, i began to think about this thought: "fluff can be a good thing".. .

i speak from experience: raised as a jw and conforming to all those studies of books that i never wanted to study but had too, i am feeling a little burnt out from such studies.. .

i guess because i have recently done research to confirm the "truth" isn't the truth as i learned it as a young girl, i am very turned off to any doctrinal study....now this could change later...but for now, i am very happy with light hearted posts...and always the newbies or any experiences people have had because of being a jw or anyone who has an interesting experience in life.. .

codeblue

Awe........thanks Doodle for the pic!!! That was so sweet of you!!!

Codeblue

59

I have FISH LIPS?!

by joannadandy in

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friends

i guess it's a good thing i live in minnesota.

i just need to find a man who really loves walleye and convince him kissing me is a good thing.

fish lips!?!

codeblue

ok: I am tight lips!!!

hmmmmmm....guess you know who to tell a secret too

Codeblue

18

"Fluff can be a good thing"

by codeblue in

as i sit here reading new and old posts, catching up since my surgery, i began to think about this thought: "fluff can be a good thing".. .

i speak from experience: raised as a jw and conforming to all those studies of books that i never wanted to study but had too, i am feeling a little burnt out from such studies.. .

i guess because i have recently done research to confirm the "truth" isn't the truth as i learned it as a young girl, i am very turned off to any doctrinal study....now this could change later...but for now, i am very happy with light hearted posts...and always the newbies or any experiences people have had because of being a jw or anyone who has an interesting experience in life.. .

codeblue

lol...that's for sure!!!

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"Fluff can be a good thing"

by codeblue in

as i sit here reading new and old posts, catching up since my surgery, i began to think about this thought: "fluff can be a good thing".. .

i speak from experience: raised as a jw and conforming to all those studies of books that i never wanted to study but had too, i am feeling a little burnt out from such studies.. .

i guess because i have recently done research to confirm the "truth" isn't the truth as i learned it as a young girl, i am very turned off to any doctrinal study....now this could change later...but for now, i am very happy with light hearted posts...and always the newbies or any experiences people have had because of being a jw or anyone who has an interesting experience in life.. .

codeblue

Very well said Lady Lee...you get the 2 thumbs up award for those comments

Thank you Lady Lee!!!

Codeblue

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Do you think people are good?

by DanTheMan in

is there any such thing as good?.

the watchtower taught us that all people outside the org either willingly or unknowingly support satan, and soon will die for doing such.

those are some weird goggles to look at people through.. do you find that wt misanthropy still affects your thinking, and makes you feel that the whole world is bad and hopeless?

codeblue

I think that people "can" be good. I try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt...after all, who of us can say we are "perfect?" We all have a bad day from time to time.

I must say that the WTBS painted "non-believers" as less than good, so when I was a very active JW, I tried to have as little to do with them besides field service. I felt that way until I moved to a new locality and found out the non believers were MORE hospitable and LOVING to me than the congregations of JW's.

Now that was a well learned lesson!

Codeblue

12

Hello

by cameo in

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friends

i'm a new person here and i have a question about a family member.

hopefully, you can help and i will appreciate any and all answers.

if a man marries a jw gal and the jw gal cannot get her husband to convert (he has no interest in joining, but supports her beliefs), will the jw gal be "looked down upon" by her kh?

codeblue

Welcome Cameo!

Yes, the JW will be viewed as "spiritually weak". She will have failed applying the Bible principle of "becoming unevenly yoked". She could be "marked" in the congregation, and people will choose not to associate with her, thinking she is going "wordly" and it might rub off on them.

Hope this helps!

Codeblue

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"Fluff can be a good thing"

by codeblue in

as i sit here reading new and old posts, catching up since my surgery, i began to think about this thought: "fluff can be a good thing".. .

i speak from experience: raised as a jw and conforming to all those studies of books that i never wanted to study but had too, i am feeling a little burnt out from such studies.. .

i guess because i have recently done research to confirm the "truth" isn't the truth as i learned it as a young girl, i am very turned off to any doctrinal study....now this could change later...but for now, i am very happy with light hearted posts...and always the newbies or any experiences people have had because of being a jw or anyone who has an interesting experience in life.. .

codeblue

As I sit here reading new and old posts, catching up since my surgery, I began to think about this thought: "Fluff can be a good thing".

I speak from experience: Raised as a JW and conforming to all those studies of books that I never wanted to study but HAD too, I am feeling a little burnt out from such studies.

I guess because I have recently done research to confirm the "truth" isn't the truth as I learned it as a young girl, I am very turned off to any doctrinal study....Now this could change later...but for now, I am very happy with light hearted posts...and always the newbies or any experiences people have had because of being a JW or anyone who has an interesting experience in life.

How many of you feel this way?

Codeblue