little witch,
I am so sorry for your hurting. your story was so powerful and emotional that I almost felt like you then.
from my experience in wt I learned at least one valuble thing - listen and learn from kids- they see world and events around them with pure eyes.
when our oldest child was in a kindergarden she told everyone that if they do not go to kingdom hall and became witnesses they will be destroyed at armageddon. well, the same day I was talked to by her teacher who was very tactfull but basically her message was keep your religion for yourself. belive me I was upset not because what teacher said but what my kid said to other kids. that was first time I looked behind " curtain" of my cherished beliefs.suddenly they become to resemble the same ones we ran away from during civil war in yugo; one nation can only exist if they extreminate all others around them - here, only one religion survives,whole mankind destroyed.
still took me 7 years to get out of that cult.
invictus