You know, something dawned on me a while back and as I'm reading all the posts tonight, I can't stop thinking about this.
All of you guys seem like you knew for quite a while before you left that the JW's were full of crap. I had doubts and questions, but the reason that I left was that I just gave up. I knew that I was never going to be able to live up to their expectations and I just got so depressed that I quit.
After I was inactive for about half a year I started seeing them for what they were, but while I was active I always thought that I was the one with the problem. I don't know how I could have been so blind. Were they that deceptive, or was I just totally dense? I get so angry at myself for this. Sometimes I'm more furious with myself than the Witnesses.
Anybody else have problems with this?
Ciara