nark--if only one of them disobeyed, maybe only the bad one would have been sent away. Maybe they would have had the first divorce. Maybe the faithful one would have gotten another mate.
If they had both been faithful, what are the odds the 2nd generation would have been faithful? What are the odds there could have been a line of perfection down to me?
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<I think that it's good that you were trying to be a good witness. It shows that you believed that the message of God was important. A person should try not to feel guilty or afraid because you didn't do enough for an organization. You had then and have now much more opportunity to continue serving God in the way that he wants you to. Do what you do, for Him. It brings Joy to your heart. If you don't do it for Him do it for someone you love. It will still bring joy to your heart. You will be able to leave those fellings of guilt and fear behind.>
Myelaine, you are so right! Once I took the organization out of the equation, I WAS able to rid myself of the guilt. When was able to see that my butt in a kh chair for 5 hours a week, studying for meetings, writing numbers on a time card, etc., was nowhere required by God, my entire way of worship changed. I am a MUCH better Christian now, and my service to God is from a sincere heart, thankful for each day I'm able to do a little or a lot for my Lord.