Welcome to the forum.
I was a dub for most of my young life. I was a bethelite, regular pioneer, ministerial servant and elder. For what it's worth, run as fast as you can before they destroy what is left of your life.
I have lost my family, my children, my grandchildren, my chance at a proper education, a carreer, and for the most part, my sanity. The same can be said for many, if not most of us here.
I hope that you find what you are looking for, and I sincerely hope that we can help you here.