So I ask you faders: how determined are you to never return to life as a JW?
I wouldn't call my existence as a JW "living". I was just going through the motions to make my mom happy, but got to a stage where I couldn't go on like that. I needed to move on. I was never happy as a JW, so I'll never return.
Do you still miss old JW "friends"?
Friends? What friends? My so-called "friends" in the Borg were all hypocrites. I never felt truly accepted, so there's nothing for me to miss really.
Do you miss the company of JW relatives?
No, I do not miss their company and avoid them at all costs. True, I've had some great times with some of them, but that's all in the past. Those fond memories will always be fond, but I'm now in the process of creating new ones.
Do even the smallest of thoughts that maybe, just maybe, the JWs are right about some things, still haunt the darkest corners of you mind?
No, never.
Do you still have the occasional nightmare about dying during the big A?
The Big A was never a nightmare for me, even when I believed it was coming. I actually hadn't even thought about Armageddon until I read this post.