school sucked for me as a witness.. i always wanted to be popular, have friends, have a girlfriend, go to parties, play after school sport, stay the night at friends places, do all the other stuff which was fun and made you socially acceptable - which made you feel normal - but was disallowed because i was a witness child.. i thought everything everyone did at school was a direct test of satan on me.
that's what i was told.. so i tried to go through school living a "double life".
i desperatley wanted to be obidient to my witness mother who i loved so much and have her approval... so while i tried hard to pretend i wasn't a witness at school - for fear of being ostracized by my peers - i also was obviously "different" to my friends...and because of this i took a lot of shit for it and eventually became unpopular to the point where i dropped out of high school because i thought no one liked me.. for example: i would never "go out" with girls who wanted to go out with me... because i was afraid they would ring my home and my mum would be "disappointed in me" and angry and upset at me.
Well, I have thought about this statement and cannot begin to understand it. Care to explain?
Care to decrease your font size?
To me it means that I would rather tread lightly and hold a big stick. Some here are walking on eggs and carrying a bigass stick.
watching the democratic debates i was struck how every candidate, save dennis kucinich, pledged to prevent iran from obtaining a nuclear weapon.
iran is a sovereign state, diplomacy which ends in 'you can't have this, but we can' will not work.
what would happen if another country told us we couldn't have nukes?
Okay, so Russia and US have about 30,000-40,000 nuclear weapons each, give or take. Canada refuses to have any and join the missle shield bullshit, thank Aphrodite.
We should launch all the nuclear weapons into space at the great Red Spot on Jupiter and watch and see what happens. Jesus you know Jupiter was just a little too small to become it's own star back in the day...
for a small, discreetly placed, tastefull tatoo?.
i'm thinking of my children's initials in celtic letters intertwined, no larger than a fifty cent priece, on the left side of my upper back (shoulder).
would only be visible in a bathing suit.. i'm 48 .. what do you guys honestly think?.
If I was your age, 48, I'd be putting a gun to my palette in two years.
school sucked for me as a witness.. i always wanted to be popular, have friends, have a girlfriend, go to parties, play after school sport, stay the night at friends places, do all the other stuff which was fun and made you socially acceptable - which made you feel normal - but was disallowed because i was a witness child.. i thought everything everyone did at school was a direct test of satan on me.
that's what i was told.. so i tried to go through school living a "double life".
i desperatley wanted to be obidient to my witness mother who i loved so much and have her approval... so while i tried hard to pretend i wasn't a witness at school - for fear of being ostracized by my peers - i also was obviously "different" to my friends...and because of this i took a lot of shit for it and eventually became unpopular to the point where i dropped out of high school because i thought no one liked me.. for example: i would never "go out" with girls who wanted to go out with me... because i was afraid they would ring my home and my mum would be "disappointed in me" and angry and upset at me.
Jesus some of you walk on eggs and carry a huge ass stick
school sucked for me as a witness.. i always wanted to be popular, have friends, have a girlfriend, go to parties, play after school sport, stay the night at friends places, do all the other stuff which was fun and made you socially acceptable - which made you feel normal - but was disallowed because i was a witness child.. i thought everything everyone did at school was a direct test of satan on me.
that's what i was told.. so i tried to go through school living a "double life".
i desperatley wanted to be obidient to my witness mother who i loved so much and have her approval... so while i tried hard to pretend i wasn't a witness at school - for fear of being ostracized by my peers - i also was obviously "different" to my friends...and because of this i took a lot of shit for it and eventually became unpopular to the point where i dropped out of high school because i thought no one liked me.. for example: i would never "go out" with girls who wanted to go out with me... because i was afraid they would ring my home and my mum would be "disappointed in me" and angry and upset at me.
You have a private message friend, check your mail.
I wear size 13 and I'm fairly intelligent. Maybe really intelligent, I don't know. I just know I think about s**t all day no one else does, but that's mostly because I'm ADHD and depressed.
since something like dna determines how long you live, how does it keep track of time?
some animals live longer than man, and some have shorter lives, what determines it's life span?
what is time anyway?
Some say time is a dimension.
it was great fun.
i rigged up a fog machine on the porch and spent the evening scaring small children.
you can't get a better night imo.
He called himself "Hairy Green".
In my high state, that is extremely disturbing and hilarious!
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1070329053600562261&q=endgame.&total=2314&start=10&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=4.
we are small.. life is hard.. let's be happy..
we are small.
life is hard.
Let's be happy.
sorry, messed up last post.
anyways, ive posted once on this forum and it confirmed my suspicion that worldly people are more encouraging to talk to then witnesses, so thanks.
also im curious (how the hell do you spell that?
I'm younger than you haha! but I did spend my first birthday in a psych ward....
