I used to do a little but the little wouldn't do so the little got more and more
It's just that easy,one bad choice followed by another, soon it's a physical dependency , it's not fun anymore, it just takes and takes until you are all taken, empty inside looking out while the world goes on , no one wants me or loves me , I'm dead inside ,the only thing that numbs the pain is more of what is killing me.
That is the most dark and hopeless place, the living death that is the existence of an addict.
Been one . been a liar and thief . done unspeakable things that took parts of my soul and burned them in front of me,
Only one thing can save an addict LOVE
It's easy to hate what you don't understand , but it's hard to love all that pain away, it's really hard to forgive yourself and love yourself.
I'm recovering and things do get normal, better than normal if you learn the lesson that addiction is.
To all the fallen , may the Creator show you mercy and save you from yourself