yes! did you expect me to answer differently?
To be honest these sites have taught me there is much proof that apostates are actively trying to destroy the Jw's as a faith and extremely ruthless.
In my innocence a year ago I could not imagine people continuing to be active witnesses with only one goal of stumbling people out of the witnesses yet many have admitted to it on this very site.
The anti-witness rhetoric of these sites could easily influence the innocent not knowing how selective much of it is. And how they start by deconstructing witnesses but that leads to deconstructing the bible hense why so many ex-witnesses have not been able to retain a belief in Jehovah. These sites are not only anti-witness but also Anti-God and I was surprised at that, although maybe I shouldn't have been
As to why I am disobedient is for my own conscience but I will not whine about it if I get rebuked for it, I accept the consequences of my choice including God's disaproval.
If I commited adultery I would also accept rebuke. We go into the witneses knowing what they preach
Reniaa