Good evening jgnat :)
you make a good point and one that hasn't been touched upon and is the biggest difference.
you have been deprived of an important community event that would help you bond with God
When you and most people of the other christian faiths take communinon you are taking communion with your God!
But with witnesses even the Annointed ones we are taking communion with our King and saviour but not with our God.
I will argue the fact that it is a strong community event for Jws and personally i did feel that connection with others on memorial night as I said before it's more of a humble reverential feel to it, deeply respectful.
I don't think I could ever goto another churches communion because I will never see jesus as God I love him but Jehovah has that place in my heart.
Are you sure you aren't just going back to what is "comfortable" after a rather nasty experience outdoors?
No, at first I wasn't sure why I wanted to go back but recent weeks on here have shown me it's because I can't give up jehovah, you said it yourself in a different post, the trinity is just too hard a block for many of us to leap over! and also maybe you can understand the feeling because it would be similar to how you would feel if you couldn't take communion.
Losing jehovah for me would be like that because however much someone can say to me "you gain 3 Gods in one with the trinity", the way Jehovahs name is hidden and the scriptures using his name changed it does become a loss, I was brought up to love the bible and I read in a bible with jehovah's name in it over 7000 times, So I grew up with an indepth knowledge of jehovah you can only get reading his name in all the scriptures and stories. I have a love for him as strong as any other Christian has for Jesus I finally understand that now, and though I love Jesus too and nearly as much, jehovah has first place in my heart.