i feel like not being part of anything since god knows when.
i ve tryed, but to make a long story short: i don t fit in to anything.. i can t get out of these bleeding depressions.
so i ll go out tonight for the last time in my life and take an overdose at the end.. its been nice meeting you all.
varian,
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Call a hotline, call a friend, or keep posting.
I have been there in the past, and I am glad that I didn't go through with it. You will be too, if you give yourself that chance.
When you are going through Hell, keep going! ~ Sir Winston Churchill
JK
i'm so excited, im going out to buy my first christmas tree today!
it will be small, but it will be great.
since im still living separate from my jw hubby, im going to take advantage of the freedom.
Congratulations on your first tree! I am going to look for this year's Fraser Fir this weekend. LED lights are the bomb for real trees; much less fire risk. Not only that, they take a fraction of the electricity.
JK
looking back i'm glad i didn't marry my ex..
If I knew then what I know now . . . I would have been an even worse bad boy!
JK
things to say while being groped by tsa .
you know what daddy likes.
a little higher.
Are happy endings included?
my old one sucks.. of all the strange ads that pop up here this is the oddest.
didn't even know there was such a gizmo..
The cookies on your computer might have said you were looking at bazoombas!
JK
as serious students of the holy scriptures, we all know what a great role the history of korea has played in the outworking of the divine purpose.. (you realize i'm pulling your leg, right?
tell me when to stop...).
this being the obvious and incontrovertible truthtm, we can expect that in the not-too-distant future the wtb&ts will announce that north korea is the "king of the north" and that kingdom of antarctica is the "king of the south.
Actually, Switzerland will rise up from its neutral Tartarus and become King of the North. OBVES told me so, and JCanon confirmed it. Who are we to doubt?
JK
a massive storm from alaska knocked the hell out of northern california , giving us a foot and a half of snow , snapping trees like matchsticks , crashing multiple electrical lines in the sierra mountains where we live.
knocking electric out for 6 days ( thus my dissapearing act from jwn for 6 days ) - we had a 90 ft. ponderosa pine tree ( 3ft, around ) crash on the lower end of our acre we live on .
it's still leaning on oak trees suspended in time.
Hi Flip,
Winter "roughing it" can really suck! Glad that you got through it okay.
Two winters ago we had a real nasty ice storm that knocked out power for over a week. I survived with a kerosene heater providing heat to the whole house. Melting snow to flush the toilet, cooking over the kero-sun, no sump pump and the basement starting to fill with grey water. Loads of fun, NOT.
Hopefully you will dodge the bullet for the rest of the winter.
JK
awake!
february 2011 page 21. something better than gold wayne qu worked as an environmental scientist for the academy of sciences in china.
to advance his career, he and his wife, sue, went to europe in the 1990's, where wayne pursued higher education.
Any graduate student would refer to the works cited page . . . oops, there is none in WT publications.
JK
she asked me if i am christian.
i told her that i was raised as a jw, but i do not go to the kingdom hall.
she says that she watch charles stanley and franklin graham on tv.
The best way for asilentone to get and keep a girl, is probably a pit.
JK
i am sure that this question as been asked before.
when i think of my life now,a lovely kind beautiful wife, two happy healthy kids, good job, nice home, real friends.
yes since i left the jws almost twenty years ago i can honestly say i have lived my life.. when i eventually left the death by bordem cult ... i had nothing, a loveless marraige i only stayed in because of the jws, no friends, no home to call my own, in debt, i had a wife who was so depressed she shooped to make herself happy.
I would be dead.
JK
