Hey Jesika, I like your comment.
Lots of good comments here.This topic made me think of the end of Star Trek:Generations when Will Riker tells Picard "I plan to live forever". Personally, I still like the idea. Though I am preparing myself mentally for my eventual death (of course, I could step in front of a bus tomorrow), I still hope to live forever. Just because I am not a well-performing Witness right now does not mean, to me, that I have to give up on it.