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  The Place For Demons To Rejoice...

  by justhuman in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  it was many years ago, it was around 1990, and we had a visit of the c.o.

  and a young one asks the co if he can attend to wedding ceremony of a relative that is no witness.. the co said with a kind of superior look to us:" what does a christian doing in a christendom's church(and in our case was the orthodox) were demons are dancing and rejoice during the ceremony.

  it is not a place for a christian.

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  lisavegas420

  In elementary school, our music teacher had her class walk to a catholic church next door to the school to see this old huge, organ..she was the organ player for the church.

  It was the first time I had been in a church..any church, even though I thought it was beautiful, and the organ was wonderful, I felt to much guilt and fear. I was afraid of the demons that probably attached themselves to me. I thought jah would be disapointed in me. I also never told my parents because I thought I would be in trouble for going.

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  Why do we

  by IP_SEC in

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  2. friends

  have to make every gottdamn thread about gays about jg for fuck's sake?.

  grats chl on your invite.

  for fuck gotdamn sake people..

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  lisavegas420

  damnit..now I have to go thread hunting to figure out what you all are talking about.

  lisa
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  They won't leave me alone!!!! What can I do?

  by almostbitten in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i'm new to this site.

  i'm not a jw but have studied with them largely because i wanted to know for myself what jws believed and wanted to hear it from them, not from others (i.e.

  catholics, baptists, methodists, etc.).

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  lisavegas420

  Tell her you don't want to study anymore..but you still want to be her friend. That will get rid of her...she won't be able to count her time anymore.

  Sounds like you're smarter than the average.

  Welcome

  lisa
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  i cant believe what i thought would happen actually happened..

  by chellechelle in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  ok so today i met my new psychiatrist.

  my old one retired recently and i hadnt seen him in months anyways.. much to the delight of the "edlers"... but i will discuss that later.

  i would not mind so much having to go if it werent for the fact that i have to reinterate everything important that ever fappened to me.. great, that is the way to make peoople feel better, bring up all the other horrible shit that happened to them in the past.

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  lisavegas420

  I was always told by the elders in my congregation that i should not see a psychiatrist. they will only tell you to do what the world would do. I.E if you are feeling alone and bored than go out and party.. fornication all the way.. this seemed to be one of their favourite examples. which i found hilarious and utterly daft because at the time i was about 15.. yes, that is what seasoned proffesional would tell a youth.. go out and get drunk/laid. way to use your brains "elders". you are a great role model of wisdom and intelligence for us all to follow.

  I remember my mom telling me to never go to see a psychiatrist...she said.."why do you think they have those couchs in their offices? it's to have sex with their patients" that was enough to scare me off for a long time.

  My doctor was in to the cbt..more so than the drugs...even though I kept asking for the drugs, caused the drugs numbed me from the pain.

  lisa
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  My son is moving in with his girlfriend............Consequences????

  by nomoreguilt in

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  2. family

  this is a follow-up of my thread of june 18th.

  my son, 30, inactive jw, divorced.

  his girlfriend, non jw, much younger than him, really cute really sweet.

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  lisavegas420

  Just wondering if there were any consequences....and if so..what happened.

  lisa
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  Witness in-laws destroyed my marriage

  by James_Slash in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i shall give you a little of information about myself.. i am 28 and from the uk.

  i was baptised as a jw (big mistake) in 1996. i married a 'sister' in 2004 and had a child with her in may 2006.. however, things have turned really sour.. last year, my now ex-wife walked out of our home with support from the police, social workers and domestic violence workers.

  by chance i returned from work one day to discover her family (her grandmother in particular) perched outside the local police station.

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  lisavegas420

  Welcome and thank you for sharing your story.

  I hope you are able to save your child from this sick twisted cultic religion.

  lisa
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  Tearful grocery store encounter

  by caliber in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i was in the grocery store not long ago, i realize that right across the produce table was along-time friend.

  m....... " hello m...... how are things ?

  " ...( no response ) .. so i say " which one of the unforgivable.

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  lisavegas420

  Nicely done..very powerful.

  thank you for sharing.

  lisa
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  My first post

  by BonaFide in

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  i prayed before i came on here.

  i know that it weird.

  i have been reading here for a long time.

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  lisavegas420

  scary..that first post. I remember when I first came here....my heart was pounding, I would break out in a sweat. Sometimes i would read something, expecially peoples experiences, and I would have to get up and walk away from the computer. I felt sick and weak.

  Each time, a belief I held for my entire life, was knocked over like a house of cards, I ran the emotions chart, backwards and forwards. Hurt, mad, angry, glad, sad, happy, and joy.....

  It gets better, and easier as time goes on. Welcome, enjoy your stay.

  lisa
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  Do YOU Look Like YOUR Avatar/JWD mini-pic

  by RAYZORBLADE in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  do you look like your jwd profile pic?.

  just curious.. that stupid pic of me in a columbia rain jacket is real.

  it's 2 yrs.

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  lisavegas420

  It's really me...

  'I'm just a few years older.

  (i'm naked in the rest of the pic)

  lisa
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  I am Agnostic. What happened??

  by horrible life in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  i have had a continuing saga of a 25 year friendship, gone terribly wrong.

  bitterness is very high, on both of our parts.

  every-time i think things have calmed down, and we are dead to each other, something else is said on her part.

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  lisavegas420

  what do you mean by your husband needs to be a man and do something? what?

  It brought back memories of when my exhusband would get drunk and scream at me that I didn't know how to be a wife/mother or even a woman. Then he would scream at me.."do something!!!" usually followed by a push, slap or punch.....but I never knew what it was he wanted me to do.

  So I carefully made a plan...and one day he came home and I was gone.

  lisa