Yeah I guess you're right. Its just that when things arent going great, its easy to come on here where most of the people are faceless but have an understanding and just rant about everything. I just think that Ive gone along with the negativity to the degree that I havent really said anything nice about my family! I just dont want to give the impression that my parents are these heartless, ruthless people becuase they're not. They are JW's and their actions have reflected that all my life, no I dont agree with it and my life has been more than complicated sometimes because of this but they do love me.
I guess sometimes they can suprise me. I was expecting the JW lecture and when I didnt get that but instead love and support, I couldnt help but think about some of the things Id written on here in the last few days. Again...they are all true but have I really achieved anything by airing these negative things about them? You're right about one thing though....i do always harbour the guilt for everything. Cant seem to shake it.