Hello Chris (JW72),
I noticed the comments and was 'moved' to ask you...
you said:
"I will continue to believe (for the time being) that God is merely the good side of us and Satan is the bad side of us, it makes sense to me and I feel that is what the bible was meant to be, it just got side-tracked. "
I have the 'freedom' to say God has and is letting you believe that, for he knew you have believed that and that you plan on believing that.
But what confused me was when you asked:
"If God wants us to 'find' him, why doesn't he make it a little easier?? "
The reason I am confused is this:
You say that the belief of God being the "good part" of us and Satan being the "bad part" of us makes most sense.
If you TRULY believe that to be true... then why did you ask why God doesn't make it easier to 'find him?'
What made you ask that question? Did something inside you not feel right about your 'belief,' and thus, you asked for an easier way to find God?
I'm not patronizing, or at least not intending to, just asking.
May the peace of my Lord and his God be upon you,
Aaron