aud8,
The reason that happens for you, is because when the Father told you by holy spirit, you ignored it. When you were directed to read the scriptures on it, you didn't get the "sense" of it.
So.. He permitted "men in charge" who are not your spiritual parents, but "hired men" to tell you. PERHAPS you will listen to them.
Galatians 4:1-3
John 10:12-14
Just like how Jehovah can use "wicked governments" to teach his people, so can he use a "wicked organization." God uses whomever he wants to use.
By your line of reasoning, that means if the governments taught you a valuable lesson about God... you should become actively involved in the governments.
You might want to take note, bible knowledge is NOT spiritual food. No where in the bible does it say Bible knowledge is spiritual food.
Spiritual food is just like physical food. Physical food feeds physical BEINGS, spiritual food feeds SPIRITUAL BEINGS.
you didn't know the angels eat food just like we do?
Psalms 78:25
"powerful ones" are the angels ... see your NWT footnote for literal translation.
Peace to you,
Aaron