Hi MsGrowingGirl20
Thank you for sharing your story.
I used to be a Christian... not a JW. I also used to ask God for a sign... and of course God sent signs, because I was looking for signs. I realize now that that is just how one's brain works... it sees what it expects to see. When I became open minded I learned that for every one in a hundred chance (otherwise known as a sign) there are ninety-nine signs that don't happen. It might take some effort on your part to understand it, but once you do you'll realize that recognizing signs doesn't prove diddly squat. Realize that God is "ALL" powerful, and if he really wanted to show you a sign you would see something A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! (I do wonder why this incredible God doesn't just open his mouth and speak like a normal person... that would end all confusion) Now, I'm going to just take a wild guess that since you didn't actually tell us what the sign was... it probably means that deep down inside you know that the sign wasn't actually of any real significance and that if you told us, we'd point that out.
The Jehovah's Witnesses have already made thirteen failed predictions about Armageddon:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_dates_predicted_for_apocalyptic_events
Please, I'm begging you.... be honest with yourself.
I know it's difficult to be honest with oneself sometimes, but there are books you can read which can help like the free one here:
http://www.schoolofthinking.org/software.pdf
Keep reading... read Crisis of Conscience and Combatting Cult Mind Control.
There are so many people who want to help you... you just have to let them.
With Friendliness,
Stephen