Apoligies for my non appearence, work to blame, thankyou for taking time to respond to the points I raised, in Math ch 4 Vs 3 thru 11, Jesus is in discussion with Satan, as I am sure most of us are aware of this and other biblical accounts, point to Satan and the demons being very real. I hope this is accepted as an established fact, although I accept that other mental illnesses, and some physical illnesses cause psychosis,I am not disputing that . However I cannot account for the lack of demonic persecution I used to experience on a fairly regular basis, when I was JW and as I reiterated, I wondered if this was because of the witnesses still being used by God inspite of thier many flaws ? is is feasable that just as grossly imperfect individuals were used in the past, that likewise JW,s could yet still be being used by God ? afterall for all thir flaws, they are not as bad as Manasseh, who at one point was Evil personofied, yet he still found favour with God and was restored, so why not the witnesses ? for all their faults could they yet be being used ?
You also mentioned earlier that you acknowledged you were a "shit witness" (Your words, not mine).
My honest opinion on this is that it doesn't matter whether your "in". Many people are "in", yet don't believe. Case in point, all the faders/undercover apostates you have here on the forum.
You also should consider that people get "attacked" by demons in other denominations/religions.
My real problem is with your statement "still being used by God". Poor non-JW christians. Can't they be used by God? Why are JW's the only purveyors of truth?
Anyways, if you truly believe this to be the case, that the cause is because you left, the question now is, would you go back even though you acknowledge to be a crappy witness(not really "into" it)? Would you be willing to face demon attacks again? Are you going back because of fear of Armaggedon?
And this is important, if fear is what is dominating your thinking, you're prone to make rash/irrational decisions. Such as going back to being a JW(which you don't believe) out of fear.
Edited to add: I agree with Violia's above statement. Let's refute the idea, not the person(ad-hominem).
This is an excellent thread to show that we can use just as many fallacys as the WT, which is not a fitting image.
And remember, we were all once in that frame of mindset, so please be curteous to our new-comers.