Dear Ginosko,
WELCOME to the forum.
Christian Love,
AwakenedAndFree
first of all, sorry for my bad english i'm from peru south america.
there's a lot to tell but i'm going in this time to be brief, because i'm very busy.. i had been an elder for almost 8 years and a jh for more than 22 years.. i'm a searcher of the truth from the 10 years old.
i grow as a catholic and got baptized as a jh at the age of 21.. in october of 2001 a jw friend ask me about the un&wt and bulgarian affair.
Dear Ginosko,
WELCOME to the forum.
Christian Love,
AwakenedAndFree
i am writing this from the serene spiritual environment of brother and sister - well let me just call them john and eunice - 's home in sunny santa xxxxx.
mrs know_you and i have had several fine experiences even this early into our trip.
thus, it is with hesitation that i revisit this venomous vat of vapid invective, this cesspool of apostate pablum, but needs must.
Dear Watchtower member Know_You,
The Watchtower Society taught me to praise my works to others, i.e: "I did so many hours in service today", "I gave so many Watchtower, Awake magazines today", "I better telephone- witness now since I don't have any hours in field service- I don't want to be inactive this month". e.t.c....
Your traits of Watchtower indoctrination really show on your posts.
MATTHEW 23:5:" All the works they do they do to be viewed by men; for they broaden the [scripture-containing] cases that they wear as safeguards, and enlarge the fringes [of their garments]."
PROVERBS 27:2:"May a stranger, and not your own mouth, praise you; may a foreigner, and not your own lips, do so."
ROMANS 12:17:" Return evil to evil to no one. Provide fine things in the sight of all men."
ROMANS: 12:20:" But, "if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thristy, give him something to drink for by doing this you will heap fiery coals upon his head.
Christian Love,
AwakenedAndFree
Edited by - AwakenedAndFree on 15 October 2002 0:26:44
as most of you know, i have been inactive for about 2 1/2 yrs and completely out for about 7 months.
i am debating on wether or not to write a letter of da to the org or not.
in some ways i just want closure, and on the other hand i dont want to play by their rules.
Dear Shirley,
I'am inactive also, and I intend to remain so, if possible. And I agree with Mulan's statement not to dissassociate from the Watchtower Society in writting.
Why? Beacause:
Handling a dissassociation letter to the Watchtower Society will result in your loss of being able to communicate with your loved ones and friends who are still in. Not writting them the DA letter gives you an opportunity to witness to your loved ones and also to the ones who have not shunned you as a result of your exit from the Watchtower Society (inactive status). By being in an inactive status you can witness to them - you can show them the real "truth" of this man-made organization as you find it opportune to do so.
Christian Love,
AwakenedAndFree
Edited by - AwakenedAndFree on 14 October 2002 16:50:12
ever notice how as a witness, you could not say "god" by itself.
always had to be preceeded by jehovah, or just say jehovah.
i remember my ex telling me that was the first sign that they knew i was on the way out, because i would refer to god simply as, "god".
Re: "God's name" 'post.
The Bible admonishes us to use Our Heavenly Creator's Holy Name:
MATTHEW: 12:18,19,20,21 (18): " Look! My servant whom I chose, my beloved, whom my soul approved! I will put my spirit upon him, and what justice is he will make clear to the nations. (19): He will not wrangle, nor cry aloud, nor will anyone hear his voice in the broad ways. (20): " No bruised reed will he crush, and no smoldering flaxen wick will he extinguish, until he sends out justice with success. (21): "Indeed, in his name nations will hope."
ROMANS:10:13: " For "everyone who calls on the name of Jehovah will be saved."
JOHN 17:26: " And I have made your name known to them and will make it known, in order that the love with which you loved me may be in them and I in union with them."
ISAIAH:"12:4,5,6: (4): And in that day you will certainly say:" Give thanks to Jehovah, you people! Make known among the peoples his dealings. Make mention that his name is put on high.(5):" Make melody to Jehovah, for he has done surpassingly. This is made known in all the earth.(6):" Cry out shrilly and shout for joy, O you inhabitress of Zion, for great in the midst of you is the Holy One of Israel."
EXODUS 20:7:" You must not take up the name of Jehovah your God in a worthless way, for Jehovah will not leave the one unpunished who takes up his name in a worthless way."
Christian Love,
Edited to add EXODUS 20:7 to my post.
AwakenedAndFree
Edited by - AwakenedAndFree on 14 October 2002 15:46:29
do they still make family movies?
it look like things that get produced these days by holyywood filled with f word, sex, violence, drug use and hurling.
no movies hardly to take your kids to or that a christian can watch.
Comforter said: " for those loving Jehovah, there is no stumbling block."
AwakenedAndFree: ( forum's signature I use on this site- Simon's site.) says to comforter:
"For those loving Jehovah God, there is no stumbling block."
PSALMS: 119:"Abundant peace belongs to those loving your law, And for them there is no stumbling block."
Christian Love,
AwakenedAndFree (I have a name).
just wondering what some of your thoughts were on this topic of salvation.
i've heard alot about it and really want to believe it, but i am having such a hard time understanding about god and jesus christ since leaving the org.
i am fed up with organized religion and am afraid to go to chuch.
Dear Mamashel,
I read your post and prompted me to share with you these two beautiful Bible Scriptures:
ISAIAH 26:13: " O Jehovah our God, other masters besides you have acted as owners of us. By you only shall we make mention of your name."
REVELATION 7:10,:(10):"And they keep on crying with a loud voice, saying:"Salvation [we owe] to our God, who is seated on the throne, and to the Lamb."
REVELATION 7:11,12: (11):" And all the angels were standing around the throne and the elders and the four living creatures, and they fell upon their faces before the throne and worshiped God, (12): saying:"Amen! The blessing and the glory and the wisdom and the thanksgiving and the honor and the power and the strenght [be] to our God forever and ever. Amen."
Christian Love,
AwakenedAndFree
Edited by - AwakenedAndFree on 11 October 2002 20:1:23
first off, i want to give prop's to "dantheman"......that post inspired me to share my experience, and thanks to everyone that responded to my first post under "desperately seeking"....that was a nice welcome.
this might ramble ..... i was born and bred into the borg....my dad was/is an elder, i had a big family, two older sisters, three younger bro's....i was baptized at 15 (i'm 25 now) and tried to pioneer...give talks...have repsonsibilities...but the wrong feeling that had been welling up in my stomach and kept getting stronger as time went on.. when i moved away from my hometown at 17, my life really started to change.....i met an awesome girl (another jw)....and we fell in love pretty quickly...and i also left home and got my own apt.
(much to my fathers sadness).
Dear Lemon-Lime,
WELCOME to the forum.
Christian Love,
AwakenedAndFree
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well, tomorrow's the big day........i'm nervous but i just want the surgery over with.
anyway, i'll be out of commission for a while, so i thought i'd say bye and thanks for all your support over the last few weeks.. take care everyone!.
Dear Mary,
I hope your surgery is successful and that you recover quickly from it.
The best to you.
Christian love,
AwakenedAndFree
i have to explain why i say this, why i miss the man who loved god so much.
when i met my husband he was only 18 yrs old, and so deligent to serve jehovah.
we were both so much alike, we loved our god, but also deep down, loved what the world had to offer.
Dear LyinEyes,
Thanks for sharing your story with us here. I'am so happy for both of you.
Christian Love,
AwakenedAndFree
my mother started studing with the jw's when i was 2 years old.
she became more involved with the organization over the next few years.
i was very young so i don't remember much about my early years in the jw's.
Dear CbeMe,
WELCOME to the forum.
AwakenedAndFree