five events to come and to watch for:.
1 world leaders say peace and security!
- they "say" this but may not fully "achieve" this.
the best game of the whole football year is almost always the champions league final.. it's on tv live right now and this year both finalists are from madrid.. real madrid v athletico madrid.. the talent on show for the next 90 minutes is stunning.. diego costa has been subbed already - hamstring.. if you can't get the game in your country you can follow the updates here....
Hi EdenOne you where THERE? Like in Lisbon? I was there too. Partying with whoever would win. My first big soccer match after leaving the religion. I had a blast with fans of both teams. Oh, and participated in a protest that builded up against unemployement and austerity (Coca-Cola Madrid kicking over 3000 Spaniards to the curb).
Greetings.
the feeling that you're never good enough.
the feeling that you're wicked and evil.. .
because i'd give anything not to feel this way.
I was born in and that nagging feeling never went away. I left after 38 years and that feeling went away very quickly (as others have experienced as well), strange enough that is not one of the feelings that "sticks" long enough after you leave. Others take longer. Hang on, all will be better.
just heard from an elder.
he told me that there is another change to be announced in august.
he didn't know more about it.. any other info?.
Simple.
It is based on pure, unadultered Bible prophesy.
Isa 62:10 "Go through, go through the gates (gateway to the net); prepare ye the way of the people; cast up, cast up the highway (the Internet); gather out the stones (downloads from JW.org); lift up a standard for the people."
As you can see Brothers and Sisters it says here that we would lift up "a standard" for the people. It is our pleasure to announce a loving provision from Jehovah to his people. The Governing Body of Jehovahs Witnesses is proud to announce - and we are doing this with watery eyes, that starting from September 1st, 2014 every Congregation will be able to download their own forms from our website. We will stop shipping any paper form of any sort to the thousands of congregations around the globe.
Please ask your local Body of Elders to download and print these forms at your Kingdom Hall. More information will be provided in a future letter.
We certainly hope that you are excited and rejoycing about this change, because Jehovah has brought great things upon his people.
Our love and blessings,
GB 2.0 - The Wankers sitting right next to Jesus.
sent from our iPhone
(Elders: since this was sent out as a sms, please print this out and hang it on the board).
http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/world-news/entire-family-five-struck-lightning-3554852.
entire family of five struck by lightning during flash storm.
may 17, 2014 11:12. by richard wheatstone.
You see? You see? If you weren't chopping wood on Saturday, instead of doings gods work and getting hits to our holy website this wouldn't happen to you. Jeho has mysterious ways to drive the D2D hours up.
i haven't been on here long but i found this site a couple days ago and quickly realised it had a lot of posts by people going through similar experiences as me.
i read some of the answers and it helped relieve some inner anguish i've been carrying since everything i came clean to my parents about everything i've been reading about.. .
i just have been going through a rough patch right now; that might be an under or overstatement depending on your own personal experiences with this kind of stuff.
Scaredtospeak: Welcome to the board. Count on us, we are here and support each other.
To answer your concerns: Yes, most of us have been through the mental/emotional stages that you are in right now. Some stronger and for some it was easier, depending on your upbringing.
I started awakening being a Bethelite and Elder. Getting out brought a lot of pain and complex problems. The guilt is certainly there, but it will fade, like many things in Life. The good thing about Life is that pain is also only momentarily (like joy or happiness). If you are studying Biology then you know well that it is only chemistry and electricity in your brain. Let your brain play "it's games" and with due time it goes away and something else comes up - that is more permanent and more important - the sense of freedom and a new mental peace, never known before. Out of personal experience I can assure you that this IS possible. I lost my complete family to the cult, including my wife and lovely daughter.
People have fought wars and died only for freedom. You will be brave enough, like others, to get through this.
our consciousness is like the economy.. if a flow and a balance between extremes is maintained we profit emotionally and materially with well-being and satisfaction.. after all, if you earn more than you spend you have a profit to invest.. if you spend more than you earn you choke in debt and spiral downward.. .
change is constant.
it is the one feature of life you can count on without fail.. .
Excellent points and fantastic reasoning Terry!
I liked the example with the fly - how true. Humans (out of whatever reasons) like the "black-and-white"-approach. Gives security (if only a false sense of security).
To me the worst is to come to such conclusions and to awaken consciously, taking reign of my own destination, not letting my mind drifting around and getting into "cozy fantasies" or fears AND having to deal with the consequences of thinking errors of the past!
I now know so many things, but my thinking has put me into this particular situation in Life where I have to use most of my energy to turn this ship around. It's like being in trance, at high sea, drifting further away, then noticing how stupid you where, taking the maps, the compass, whatever and noticing that you are hundreds or thousands of miles away from where you thought you where going or wanted to be. Now you will need all the will, strength and energy to go back - if possible at all.
I don't want to paint a "black picture" of the future and maybe being where we are now is good too, but this is how it feels.
The last months have been quite an experience in letting my consciousness become stronger and just being. Very powerful and my inner fears, storms and nervous up and downs are calm and centered. Now I have to deal with the aftermath of previous decisions.
Thank you for your insightful writings and the thought process that went into it. I truly appreciate your work here at JWN.
interesting shout down occured in eastern ukraine between two factions of the christian orthodox following a deadly shoot out.. ukrainian orhtodox leader patriarch filerat condemned putin and company as being against god's will while pro russia patriarch kirill spoke of the west trying to destroy holy russia.. like the syrian war there are multiple players adn complex agendas.
how do you see the political landscape changing depending on who prevails..
1. IMF (International Monetary Fund) > issued debt in value of 27 Billion US$. They sure as hell want that money back, no matter how and no matter who is in power.
(Source: http://www.reuters.com/article/2014/03/27/us-ukraine-crisis-idUSBREA2Q0MR20140327)
2. Gazprom > Ukraine owes 2.2 Billion US$ from past Gas supplies to the Russians. They sure as hell want their invoices paid ASAP.
(Source: http://www.bbc.com/news/business-26930998)
Banks, Billionaires and some psychopaths in power (on both sides).
Hopefully this will not end in a full blown civil or international war. I feel sorry for old people, woman and children there.
here in czech republic wtbs opened new bethel home for some 60 workers about 18 years ago.
it was presented as a proof jhvh is blessing and aproving wtbs and of course as a sign that the end is so close.... recently i had with my mil discusions about wtbs selling their property in many countries and cuting costs... she did not believe me..... last week we went to visit her and she told me there was an anouncment at her meeting, that bethel is closing down and the building will be sold.
only translating department will remain in the country in other premises and everything else will be moved to slovakia.. recently there is bethel closing down in spain and italy and several assembly halls being sold here in europe.. i hope this will open eyes to many jw to see the gb in fact does not believe in end being so close .... albert.
frankie:
Brothers, it seems that Jehovah is accelerating the real estate industry. God loves him some good real estate gains and that is why he is accelerating at such a rate. Please keep donating, we have to offer some more buildings on the altar as a fine burning to Him. The more buildings, the Better.
Thanks,
GB or otherwise known als Kings on Earth and Jesus Real Estate Consultants
at the extj.com forum, a very serious scandal is being discussed regarding a potential misappropriation of funds by mexico's branch.. http://www.extj.com/showthread.php?24740-denuncia--quot-proyecto-fantasma-quot-salon-de-asambleas-de-guadalajara-o-robo-de-fondos.
though the situation may not be quite uncommon, below you will find an overview:.
a member of mexico's branch committee went to guadalajara to inform the brothers that a plot of land had been donated for the construction of an assembly hall.
We must also say that the process of misappropriation is much darker and abominable than the misappropriation of funds, lets say from a company or organization. Within the frame of a religious entity it takes a deeper emotional toll on people.
If your business partner takes funds away, uses them for another purpose and comes up with a bullshit explanation you have tools and ways to face and cope with the situation. It is clear what happened and you can take the case to court or settle the matter. You know what happened here.
Not so much with the greedy Watchtower, that, let's not forget disguises herself as a religion. People feel helpless and simply cannot do anything against the wrongdoing, because it puts them in a position where they think that God would punish them - they are rising their hand not against the organization but against Jehovah. This takes it to another emotional level!
That is why you will never see such things (or even pedophilia cases) being handled and properly addressed.
In my time at the different Watchtower offices there was not even ONE case of crack down on misappropriation of funds by the "inner circle", but plenty of cases where the Service Department hounded elders and disfellowshipped them because they considered that they used funds for the "wrong purpose" (aka: not giving it to mother and instead using them to fix something at the Hall or helping some poor and even sick brother at the Hall!).
Believe me (I was there!) the Watchtower doesn't joke around if you touch their money - for whatever reason! The other way around? No problem, the Governing Body decided so and they are Gods mouthpiece. So, shut up and swallow it.
Just as a side note: in many countries, like South America and also Mexico the accounts are kept at the Branch - exactly because the Borg doesn't trust the local elders and fears "long fingers" in their coffers. So, they just move it internally from one account to the other, but physically they get to keep all that cash in physical bank accounts with the Watchtower name on it - ready for investment purposes and also gains of interest! It doesn't matter if the money belongs to you - as long as THEY can handle it for you, because in the meantime it becomes "play money" for them.
