LongHairGal
I was the ‘low hour publisher’ who got judged over this
There is a sister who told me the same thing. She use to baby sit me and now she is collecting Social Security. She was single and was a regular pioneer, so she made a little bit of money taking care of me on weekends. I still visit her and help her out financially because she was very nice to me growing up.
But a year ago she told me her story. I was surprise she would tell me. I had no idea the kind of life she lived. I thought everything was rosie with her because she was always smiling and was very friendly and outgoing in the Kingdom Hall. But that was not the case. It was a front.
She always wanted to find someone to love her and get married, have children, but had to work when she turned 18 to help her mom. And she could only date Jehovah’s Witnesses. She said there were plenty of real handsome men that wanted to take her out for a meal or an outing, but she didn’t want to displease Jehovah so declined She focused on “Brothers in the Kingdom Hall and the circuit, but no brother wanted to marry her because she was not spiritual enough, otherwise she would be pioneering.
Her mom died when she was about 30ish and then she started pioneering. So she thought that now Jehovah would bless her. Then after a few years when she was starting to get close to her 40s, she noticed that the JW brothers wanted real young girls that were pioneering. In the mean time, she said there were several non-jw men asking her out in her part time jobs. But she declinedfor the same reason… Jehovah.
Now she collects Social Security and has a hard time financially. Also, most of her close friends have pass away or married and moved away. Now in her Kingdom Hall very few attend. She said about 30- 40 people attend on Sunday and leave right away. No one stops to associate anymore. So she’s alone and I’m the only one who visits her from time to time.
She cries a lot when I visit. Sometimes she cries for a long time and I feel real sad for her. Even though I don’t believe in God, I tell her that God is going to bless her for her faithfulness. And she calms down and thanks me.
If she passes, I’ll probably have to make arrangements for her funeral and take care of all that. I’ll probably try to get someone to give some kind of talk, probably my dad. That way she will have someone that really cared for her………..Me!